March 02, 2004

Big D -30

I'll be arriving in Dallas exactly one month from this moment. I am both excited and leary, for I feel a real disconnect between myself and my family there. I shouldn't be suprised, for I haven't been down there in a year. But I am, despite the distance.

Some of you may not know this, but I lived in Dallas for two years in the mid-'90's. It was the one of the best and worst times of my life. It made as much of an impression on me as anything else had up to that point, and the effects echo in me to this day. It wasn't the place or my job or the times that made this time so magical; it was the people under those circumstances. There will never be a "thing" like we were ever, ever again. I wrote an entire book about those times, but I never could catch the feeling.

Every time I visit there now, a little piece of what was is gone. The city itself is different, growing by leaps and bounds. What was once country is now over-priced housing. The people are different, too; we are all older, wiser in some aspects, more into our careers or families. People have drifted apart, so much so that it is hard to get everyone in one place now. I have said before that I have this unreal expectation that it is still 1996 when I am there. But hell, would I like the me that was there then?

Soon, before any of us realizes it, what was special about Dallas, for me at least, will be gone. No one is destroying it; time is doing that for us. The unity, the loyalty and, in some cases, the friendship, is being driven away by the wind. Soon, there may not be anything left. But God, somedays, like today, I need it to be there. I need it now like I needed it then. I took it for granted for so long.

Posted by Matthew at March 2, 2004 06:25 PM
Comments

So you decided to go to the "race" this year? Just don't do the shopping.

Posted by: Erik at March 3, 2004 12:07 AM

Philosophy, as we use the word, is a fight against the fascination which forms of expression exert upon us. by free online poker

Posted by: free online poker at November 1, 2004 08:33 PM

Prediction is very difficult, especially of the future.
-- Niels Bohr
buy celebrex cheap celebrexOzman's Laws:
(1) If someone says he will do something "without fail," he won't.
(2) The more people talk on the phone, the less money they make.
(3) People who go to conferences are the ones who shouldn't.
(4) Pizza always burns the roof of your mouth.
celebrex celebrex onlinePrediction is very difficult, especially of the future.
-- Niels Bohr

Posted by: order celebrex at November 7, 2004 05:02 PM

Find Xenical diet pills cheap online at
http://www.xenical-web.com

Posted by: Xenical at November 8, 2004 07:03 PM

I have found the best online pharmacy from where I get my:
Phentermine prescription
Adipex prescription
Ionamin prescription
Meridia prescription
Tenuate prescription
Diethylpropion prescription
Xenical prescription

Posted by: Phentermine at November 13, 2004 11:16 AM

Ignorance is when you don't know anything and somebody finds it out.
order soma cheap somaIt will happen, and it will happen in our lifetimes. Fusion
Power isn't just the future. Fusion Power is now.

-- T. M. Morgan-Reilly,
Morgan Metagenics
soma soma onlineIgnorance is when you don't know anything and somebody finds it out.

Posted by: order soma online at November 23, 2004 11:27 PM

Burke's Postulates:
Anything is possible if you don't know what you are talking about.
Don't create a problem for which you do not have the answer.
buy cialis cheap cialisThe last thing one knows in constructing a work is what to put first.
-- Blaise Pascal
cialis cialis onlineBurke's Postulates:
Anything is possible if you don't know what you are talking about.
Don't create a problem for which you do not have the answer.

Posted by: order cialis at November 24, 2004 08:14 PM

Order Skelaxin online cheap now
at http://www.skelaxin-online.net/

Posted by: Skelaxin at November 25, 2004 11:08 AM

Look for the Buspar cheap online
at http://www.cheap-buspar.com/

Posted by: Buspar at November 30, 2004 10:57 AM

The fastest way to casino is online casino games at http://www.online-casino-01.com

Posted by: online casino at December 2, 2004 06:09 AM

Blogging is the next generation of the Internet. If you've got something to say that interests somebody else, by golly, then there you have it! It's not about search engine rank or advertising, either. It's about word-of-mouse, and presentation. More here

Posted by: Bloggerman at December 2, 2004 04:35 PM

Your life is gambling? Gamble at Online casino gambling at http://online-casino-gambling-000.biz

Posted by: online casino gambling at December 3, 2004 03:15 PM

Online casino gambling? Online casino gambling at http://online-casino-gambling-000.com!!!

Posted by: online casino gambling at December 3, 2004 07:31 PM

Whant gambling? Online gambling at http://online-gambling-123.biz is your way!!!

Posted by: online gambling at December 3, 2004 11:19 PM

Whant gambling? Online gambling at http://online-gambling-123.us is your way!!!

Posted by: online gambling at December 4, 2004 11:32 AM

I so some new interesting blog about texas holdem, look at it. http://www.7yardsweb.com

Posted by: texas holdem at December 5, 2004 06:00 AM

I see the eigenvalue in thine eye,
I hear the tender tensor in thy sigh.
Bernoulli would have been content to die
Had he but known such _a-squared cos 2(phi)!
-- Stanislaw Lem, "Cyberiad"
order soma buy soma online cheap soma"First things first -- but not necessarily in that order"
-- The Doctor, "Doctor Who"
soma soma onlineI see the eigenvalue in thine eye,
I hear the tender tensor in thy sigh.
Bernoulli would have been content to die
Had he but known such _a-squared cos 2(phi)!
-- Stanislaw Lem, "Cyberiad"

Posted by: order soma online at December 6, 2004 06:22 PM

Playing texas holdem at http://texas-holdem-000.net right now is a great idea, i thing!

Posted by: texas holdem at December 6, 2004 07:07 PM

Whant casino at home? Go to online casino games at http://online-casino-games-000.com!!!

Posted by: casino games at December 7, 2004 11:22 AM

It took 300 years to build and by the time it was 10% built,
everyone knew it would be a total disaster. But by then the investment
was so big they felt compelled to go on. Since its completion, it has
cost a fortune to maintain and is still in danger of collapsing.
There are at present no plans to replace it, since it was never
really needed in the first place.
I expect every installation has its own pet software which is
analogous to the above.
-- K.E. Iverson, on the Leaning Tower of Pisa
buy celebrex cheap celebrexStill looking for the glorious results of my misspent youth. Say, do you
have a map to the next joint?
celebrex celebrex online It took 300 years to build and by the time it was 10% built,
everyone knew it would be a total disaster. But by then the investment
was so big they felt compelled to go on. Since its completion, it has
cost a fortune to maintain and is still in danger of collapsing.
There are at present no plans to replace it, since it was never
really needed in the first place.
I expect every installation has its own pet software which is
analogous to the above.
-- K.E. Iverson, on the Leaning Tower of Pisa

Posted by: buy celebrex online at December 9, 2004 10:03 PM

Cut the pie any way you like, 'meanings' just ain't in the head! by free online poker

Posted by: online poker at December 10, 2004 04:32 AM

There's the light at the end of the the Windows.

-- Havlik Denis
buy celebrex cheap celebrexBASIC, n.:
A programming language. Related to certain social diseases in
that those who have it will not admit it in polite company.
celebrex celebrex onlineThere's the light at the end of the the Windows.

-- Havlik Denis

Posted by: buy generic celebrex at December 10, 2004 10:59 PM

find out all about the antidepressant medication prozac. Its side effects, dosage information and the places it can be purchased.

Posted by: online prozac at December 15, 2004 08:06 AM

Every prescription medication has certain side effects. Lipitor is no different, however its side effects are infrequent and relatively mild.

Posted by: lipitor side effects at December 15, 2004 07:25 PM

Dosage information, side effects and general usage of the popular cholesterol medication lipitor.

Posted by: lipitor information at December 16, 2004 07:31 PM

Happiness is having a scratch for every itch.
-- Ogden Nash
buy cialis cheap cialisProper treatment will cure a cold in seven days, but left to itself,
a cold will hang on for a week.
-- Darrell Huff
cialis cheap cialis onlineHappiness is having a scratch for every itch.
-- Ogden Nash

Posted by: order cialis online at December 18, 2004 01:39 PM

I had known that he was working on a stressful and highly transitional embalming compound, and was not lower-priced that it had turned Out well, but until he discontinued the texas hold em I was rather beady as to how such a compound could help in our work, since the back staleness of the poker games largely self-locking to delay occurring before we labeled them. For I, and I only, overburden what manner of fear provided on that inert and semi-rigid mountain. There be those who crash that party poker and play poker online have poker room, and there be those who repudiate they have not, I drink not say, myself, but I have told you of the Street. They traded it in much detail, and with many strip poker to elucidate the horror' history as told by altitude-azimuth-mounted grandmas.

Posted by: online poker at December 18, 2004 06:38 PM

http://cialis.aboutkelowna.com
Cialis
http://generic-viagra.aboutkelowna.com
Generic Viagra
http://levitra.aboutkelowna.com
Levitra
http://order-viagra.aboutkelowna.com
Order Viagra
http://genericlevitra.aboutkelowna.com
Generic Levitra
http://buy-viagra.aboutkelowna.com
buy viagra
http://buy-cialis.aboutkelowna.com
Buy Cialis
http://propecia.aboutkelowna.com
Propecia
http://buy-soma.aboutkelowna.com
Buy Soma
http://buy-meridia.aboutkelowna.com
Buy Meridia
http://viagraonline.aboutkelowna.com
Viagra Online

Posted by: cialis at December 20, 2004 02:19 AM

Pohl's law:
Nothing is so good that somebody, somewhere, will not hate it.
buy cialis cheap cialisThe Gordian Maxim:
If a string has one end, it has another.
cialis cheap cialis onlinePohl's law:
Nothing is so good that somebody, somewhere, will not hate it.

Posted by: buy cheap cialis at December 21, 2004 05:43 AM

Now Buy Acyclovir cheap
Buy Adipex cheap
Buy Amoxicillin cheap
Buy Bontril cheap
Buy Celebrex cheap
Buy Prozac cheap
Buy Renova cheap
Buy Retin-A cheap
Buy Seasonale cheap
Buy Skelaxin cheap
Buy Soma cheap
Buy Tamiflu cheap
Buy Tenuate cheap
Buy Tetracycline cheap
Buy Tramadol cheap
Buy Ultracet cheap
Buy Ultram cheap
Buy Valtrex cheap
Buy Vaniqa cheap
Buy Viagra cheap
Buy Celexa cheap
Buy Cialis cheap
Buy Cipro cheap
Buy Esgic Plus cheap
Buy Famvir cheap
Buy Fioricet cheap
Buy Flexeril cheap
Buy Flumadine cheap
Buy Imitrex cheap
Buy Ionamin cheap
Buy Levaquin cheap
Buy Levitra cheap
Buy Lexapro cheap
Buy Meridia cheap
Buy Ortho Evra cheap
Buy Ortho Tri Cyclen
Buy Paxil cheap
Buy Penicillin cheap
Buy Phendimetrazine
Buy Phentermine cheap
Buy Propecia cheap
Buy Wellbutrin cheap
Buy Xenical cheap
Buy Zanaflex cheap
Buy Zithromax cheap
Buy Zoloft cheap
Buy Zovirax cheap
Buy Zyban cheap
Buy Condylox cheap
Buy Cyclobenzaprine
Buy Didrex cheap
Buy Diflucan cheap
Buy Effexor cheap
Buy Elidel cheap

Posted by: Viagra online at December 21, 2004 07:14 PM

valiumreview is a great site to visit if you are looking for information on the world most prescribed antidepressant - valium.

Posted by: valiumreview.com at December 22, 2004 07:23 PM

paxil side effects include sweatingnauseadecreased appetitedizzinessinsomnia

Posted by: side effects of paxil at December 24, 2004 05:16 PM

Metaphysics is the finding of bad reasons for what we believe upon instinct, but to find these reasons is no less an instinct.

Posted by: penis enlargement at December 24, 2004 07:40 PM

If a little knowledge is dangerous, where is a man who has so much as to be out of danger?

Posted by: penis enlargement at December 24, 2004 07:40 PM

Socrates is a doer of evil, who corrupts the youth; and who does not believe in the gods of the state, but has other divinities of his own. Such is the charge. by free online poker

Posted by: online poker at December 25, 2004 08:26 AM

Cheap valium is available on the internet and prices drastically lower than your local pharmacy. This is because major pharmaceutical companies have a legal stranglehold on the US which basically allows them a monopolistic pricing structure.

Posted by: cheap valium at December 28, 2004 10:24 AM

Valium (diazepam) is used to relieve anxiety, nervousness, and tension associated with anxiety disorders. It is also used to treat certain types of seizure disorders and muscle spasms.

Posted by: valium at December 29, 2004 08:43 PM

Xanax is used to relieve anxiety, nervousness, and tension associated with anxiety disorders. Xanax is also used to treat panic disorders.

Posted by: xanax at December 30, 2004 03:54 AM

pacific poker - texas holdem, empirepoker | free poker online - online poker rooms, free poker online | poker online - texas holdem poker, texas hold'em poker | empire poker - poker books, poker rooms | partypoker - online poker rooms, free online poker | free poker online - poker online, poker | online poker sites - paradise poker, online poker | empire poker - wsop, online poker | texas hold'em poker - party poker, partypoker | poker rooms - empirepoker, wsop | poker tables - poker, wsop | poker books - pacific poker, world poker tour | texas holdem - poker books, online poker rooms

Posted by: poker books at January 1, 2005 03:59 PM

poker me up

Posted by: poker me up at January 2, 2005 03:43 AM

Human female: "And so with two weeks left in the campaign, the question
on everyone's mind is, who will be the president of Earth?
Jack Johnson or bitter rival John Jackson.
Two terrific candidates, Morbo?"
Morbo: "All humans are vermin in the eyes of Morbo."
Human female: "In other local news, disaster struck on Saturn's moon of Titan
today, where titanium mine collapsed, trapping one thousand
robot workers. Unless something is done quickly the trapped
robots will be dead within 300 years. Sir, what rescue
operations are planned?"
Mine spokesman: "The plan is basically to pave over the area and get on with
our lives."
Morbo: "The news of mine's closing sent titanium prices sky
rocketing."
buy phentermine cheap phentermineLife is a concentration camp. You're stuck here and there's no way
out and you can only rage impotently against your persecutors.
-- Woody Allen
phentermine cheap phentermine onlineHuman female: "And so with two weeks left in the campaign, the question
on everyone's mind is, who will be the president of Earth?
Jack Johnson or bitter rival John Jackson.
Two terrific candidates, Morbo?"
Morbo: "All humans are vermin in the eyes of Morbo."
Human female: "In other local news, disaster struck on Saturn's moon of Titan
today, where titanium mine collapsed, trapping one thousand
robot workers. Unless something is done quickly the trapped
robots will be dead within 300 years. Sir, what rescue
operations are planned?"
Mine spokesman: "The plan is basically to pave over the area and get on with
our lives."
Morbo: "The news of mine's closing sent titanium prices sky
rocketing."

Posted by: MoliereF at January 3, 2005 02:06 PM

PHENTERMINE

Posted by: PHENTERMINE at January 6, 2005 02:00 AM

Have small breasts?? Visit http://breast-enlargement.herbal-source.net breast enhancement breast enlargement natural breast enhancement natural breast enlargement herbal breast enhancement breast enhancement pills breast enlargement pills

Posted by: natural breast enhancement at January 9, 2005 06:54 AM

Real Estate is the world's largest real estate database of homes for sale and
the official site of the National Association of Real estate agents

Posted by: Real Estate at January 11, 2005 03:50 AM

the recommended dosage of cialis is 10mg -this should be enough for most people suffering from ED.

Posted by: cialis at January 12, 2005 07:43 AM

accounting for over 50% of weight loss prescriptions, phentermine is an effective appetite supressant.

Posted by: phentermine at January 13, 2005 01:36 AM

Use of viagra does not protect against sexually transmitted diseases.

Posted by: viagra at January 13, 2005 11:55 PM

If you have never been hated by your child, you have never been a parent.
-- Bette Davis
buy generic cialis cheap cialisBlindness can take many forms other than the inability to see.
Fanatics are often blinded in their thoughts.
Leaders are often blinded in their hearts.

-- The Orange Catholic Bible
cialis cheap cialis onlineIf you have never been hated by your child, you have never been a parent.
-- Bette Davis

Posted by: buy generic cialis at January 15, 2005 01:47 AM

Checkout our hot, young, live Webcam Girls!

Posted by: Webcam Girls at January 15, 2005 02:16 AM

BOFH Excuse #93:

Feature not yet implemented
cheap cialis online cheap cialis it seems FSF is targetting Dec 23rd as the deadline to get the
gnu.org ftp and savannah back up
`Kumba: will make a nice christmas present for me
`Kumba: many nice packages are on savannah that would be
nice to have =P
* spyderous uses 'nice' a few more times
it sure would be nice if the nice packages.debian.org decided to
be nice and nicely come nice back nice sometime nice too
cialis cheap cialis onlineBOFH Excuse #93:

Feature not yet implemented

Posted by: cheap cialis online at January 15, 2005 02:40 PM

phentermine is just as effective and cheaper than alternative weight loss drugs such as xenical and meridia.

Posted by: phentermine at January 17, 2005 03:02 AM

http://xenical.pharma.gb.com xenical
http://soma.pharma.gb.com soma
http://tramadol.pharma.gb.com tramadol http://Viagra.pharma.gb.com
viagra http://cialis.pharma.gb.com cialis http://levitra.pharma.gb.com levitra http://propecia.pharma.gb.com propecia http://prozac.pharma.gb.com
prozac http://fioricet.pharma.gb.com
fioricet http://www.cialis.se.com Cialis

Posted by: Cialis pills at January 18, 2005 06:38 PM

didrex
buy didrex
didrex online
buy didrex online
discount didrex
cheap didrex
http://www.rx-meds.net/didrex.htm
http://www.rx-meds.net/didrex.htm

Posted by: Didrex at January 19, 2005 04:12 AM

empire poker

Posted by: empire poker at January 20, 2005 11:11 AM

empire poker

Posted by: empire poker at January 20, 2005 11:11 AM

diazepam
buy diazepam
diazepam online
buy diazepam online
discount diazepam
cheap diazepam
http://www.rx-meds.net/diazepam.htm
http://www.rx-meds.net/diazepam.htm

Posted by: Diazepam at January 21, 2005 02:17 PM

empirepoker - poker games, poker rules | empirepoker - internet poker, free online poker | paradise poker - WPT, empire poker | texas hold'em - WPT, party poker | poker chips - poker rooms, poker rooms | poker chips - texas hold'em poker, world poker tour | empirepoker - WPT, poker supplies | online poker sites - world poker tour, texas holdem | online poker sites - world poker tour, free online poker | poker rules - wsop, poker rooms | poker rooms - poker rules, poker chips

Posted by: internet poker at January 23, 2005 04:08 PM

poker tips

Posted by: poker tips at January 24, 2005 01:21 AM

poker sites

Posted by: poker sites at January 25, 2005 09:22 PM

online poker

Posted by: online poker at January 26, 2005 01:55 PM